Real Grace

So, this afternoon I go to meet with my counselor about the letter to my mother.  I’m hoping to gain more clarity on the whole thing.  I’ve been thinking about it a lot since I made the appointment and I think what I wish to feel the most is release.  I want to no longer feel tied to the strong emotions and hurt feelings of the abuse.  I still want to feel them, just not feel tied down by them.  Does that make sense?  Well, hopefully, after this afternoon, I will be able to articulate things better.  Until then…